My thougts on Trust

 

 

Dedicated to

What exactly is trust? It could be a feeling.... Or a cause and effect kind of thing. Of course, one cannot say that it itself does not exist. Because it can be gained and lost, and it is seen in the actions of us humans as we live our lives. And yet... no one can really grasp the concept of trust. I suppose I will just start out with what I view as trust, and my experiences with it. Perhaps that will lead me to an explanation. I may even have a sudden great realization, just by reviewing and analyzing my past! Oh the joy! I cannot wait! Let me begin. 
I have not had the best experience with trust. It has been an excruciatingly painful and difficult road for me, not to mention a confusing one. I have been turned on, backstabbed, kicked while on the ground, you name it. People seem to always break their trust with me. They gain it, and then do something to lose it all.  
Now when I was younger (meaning up until about six or so months ago) It did not take much for me to trust someone. If I became friends with someone, after some time, I felt like I could tell them my life story, and it would be safe with them. I learned about teenage humans the hard way. Not many can really be trusted. From my middle school years, I would have many hurtful tests, and learn lessons that would shape me into the untrusting and, fortunately much wiser person who writes this paper. High school would get no better. With crushes came emotional vulnerability. This would be one of my many downfalls. I was hurt the most in this way. I was taught to be a friendly, caring, and loving

My PARENTS

My parents are one of the most loving people i have ever known. They have always been there for me, and never disappointed me, I am everything I am right now because of them. And I know that if i stayed the rest of my life thanking them, it would never be enough. Even though we have been through rough times, and I used to hate it and some times them, I know for a fact that at the end it was all for my benefit.


My dad is my idle, inspiration in life, and he taught me everything in life. He was always there for me when I ever I felt down. And all I ever want is for him to be proud of me. And I hope one day to be just like him. My dad is a very hard working man, he has a PHD in Petroleum Engineering, He studied at USC. And now he works at the biggest Petroleum Company in the world ARAMCO. I admire everything he does. I am trying to follow his foot steps. Every step i took, he was always beside me, and now that I am here alone, I feel some times that I cant do anything without him there for me and supporting me. But i know he is what he is now all because of what he made for him self, and i will try my best to do the same.


My mother is the most honest and kindest person I would say in the world. Never have I ever droped one single tear without her there wiping it  from my eyes. She knows whats wrong with me by just looking at me. No one can ever understand me like my mother, and no one will ever accept me for who I really am but her. Every time I remember her look when I was coming here I feel that I just want to go back and crawl into her arms. She is my strength, my weakness, my all. My mother is not just an other woman, she is extraordinary.


I love my parents so much, and I hope one day I could make them really proud. They are my everything in life and they never let me down, and I will do the same. I miss them so much and I know that they do too. I wish only the best for them, And I hope that they only have a life full of extreme happiness and continues success. I hope all thier days are specila and galamares. I just cant wait until the next time I see them.